Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Penguji........A moment of pleasure...a lifetime of misery....

Setiap kali musin lent, kitai selalu maca cerita Jesus di uji 40 ari ba kampung puang.  So maya lent tok meh maya kitai reflect on ourselves napi penguji dunya...napsu dunya.  A time for self denial and more prayers.

Talk about penguji, as human semua kitai sigi di gagai ya.  Sengaja atau pun enda sengaja, penguji ada di mana mana.  It's a matter of how you face it and yang penting how you learnt from it.

Back to the bible story on how Jesus handle the temptation in the dessert, as humans i don't think we are able to do that, but how i wish we can do that.  Its a wonderful example to everyone.  He just quote what was written in the bible.  Did we realise that's the best way to fight temptation?  That's why knowing the bible is a very important aspect in a christian's life.  But many of us including myself are so ngelusu when it comes to studying God's words.  That's why penguji nyamai amat ngalah ke kitai.

Nama kebuah kitai di uji?  My thinking is always; maybe God wants to test our faith?, maybe God wants us to learn something from there?, maybe its a wake up call from God?  How do we know if its a test from God or we are just being naughty; sengaja ka ngaga penyalah?  How to tell the difference?

hmmm..ngelu pala endu tupai mikirin..........

Whatever it is...if you know you have been tempted....stumble and fall...jampat ke angkat bejalai baru ba jalai ti betul.   Yes...we confessed our sins, ask God for forgivess..but why can't we forgive ourselves..why can't we accept God's forgiveness then?   Another difficult question to answer................